Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Long time no see

Sorry it's taken me so long to blog again but lately I've been completely and utterly annoyed.~ My weekend was absolutely wonderful, and then my week was crap- and we're only three days in. All weekend I sat behind my sewing machine to pound out the most beautiful gift for a friend's baby shower that's coming up on Sunday. I'm super psyched about it and absolutely tired of seeing it at the same time. I tell ya, I've put a lot of love into it, and I'm so proud of it!! I really hope I can finish it before I have to head home on Friday! I'll put up pictures of my project when the shower is over. I'm not sure if my friend still reads my blogs or not ;) So, on Saturday we went out to dinner to Speedy's with Katie and her hubbie and little girl. I just love that little one! She's sooo cute and sweet! I could just eat her up! I have to say that I am so impressed with Katie's husband. He didn't miss a beat during the whole dinner. He was just so amazing with Katie and the baby. When the drinks came out, he made sure he drink was full at all times. When the hot pizza came out, he cut it up for Katie and had it waiting for her because Katie was busy with the baby and couldn't cut it up (without being asked!). He was just on top of everything. He held the door for her, he held her hand to make sure she didn't fall down the steps with the baby.... VERY IMPRESSIVE! Between you and me, I hope Phillip was taking notes!! :) He's good to me though, I don't think he'll have a problem :-P So, then Monday rolls around. I have two people tell me that I look like I'm showing already. I love these two people to death and I know they meant no harm in the comment, and were super excited when they made the comment. But, I've been sooooo self conscience about my weight since I graduated from college because I'm about triple the size that I was when I entered college. I used to be slim and fit from marching band and softball filling up my schedule. Not so much the case now. My belly feels like it's swelling. I know it's not the baby, but I don't know why it's doing it and it's really upsetting me. I can't fit into any of my pants and my shirts look like Chris Farley's famous quote... "FAT GUY IN A LITTLE COAT!"

That's me right now. I don't know why. I've been eating more healthy now that I've found out I'm pregnant, but I'm still a blimp. What's the deal? I've always thought that I would have one of those wonderful pregnancies where I don't really gain any weight and it just looks like I've swallowed a basketball. Well, here's my taken on those skinny bitches now.... I HATE YOU.... EAT A COOKIE!!